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Rachel Barnes
Né àKentucky
22 years
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Mom

Jan. 22, 2008

 

Visiting

 

I wake from my sleep

 

To see you standing there
Beside my bed
Like you did as a child
Waiting silently for me
To feel your presence.

You didn't want to startle me
You knew I would soon awaken
Because you needed me
A bad dream, a sore throat?
Slowly I would open my eyes
And there you would be.

"What's wrong, baby?"
Speaking to an outline
Unable to distinguish your features
In the darkened room
You reached for me
And I held you.

Again I know you are there
For a brief moment I look
And there you are
Just like before
Standing there waiting
Your body slightly brushing my bed.

I close my eyes to you
And open them again
Yes, you are still there
Except your hair is long and straight
The way it used to be
My image of perfection.

I feel no emotion
No rush of love like before
No sadness for your death
Only an awareness
That everything is okay
That we are still connected.

We do not touch
Nor do we speak
For though we are together
We are on different planes
But we both understand
What the other one needs.

I close my eyes once more
And open them again
You are gone-vanished
Escaping all space and time
To a place I am not yet allowed
I close my eyes once more.
~Mom
Mom

January 22, 2008

Today is Grandma's birthday. She would have been 84. That is so hard to believe. I hope that all of you are together enjoying the untold beauty of that fair land.

 

I dreamed of you last night. It was so real and although I can't remember hearing your voice, I remember what you said. Then I heard this song on another angel's site. I had never heard it before but it fit so well.

 

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for the moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
No she's not, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with her crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye
Wondering could you stay my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No she can't, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my , roses in my hands?

Would you get them if i did?
No you won't, 'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part

 

Waking up is the hardest part.

I love you, Rach!

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